Nah don’t scroll, you gotta read this story because it’s my blog anniversary today.
Khammon let’s party ! 🎊
So, here we go..
Exam results are out and I’m out as expected. Holding a hopeless future, a few drops egressed from corner of my eyelid. They say “hungry stomach and an empty pocket teach us many things” but not in my case. A father’s trust and mother’s expectation kept me running gasping for breath amid the chaos.
They didn’t scold me or criticize me for being an utter failure since my childhood. Yes, I’m. I can’t deny. I never made them feel good by topping the boards which they always wanted. Neither made them feel proud in front of their Kin and kith.
An unmarried who is also an unemployee cannot live in my society for many days. So I am. The verbal harrassment and sarcastic approach worsened my life. Depression started hitting every layer of my skin.
I tried sleeping eyes wide open
The day started for me in hospital, my lil brother attempted suicide who is a mentally challenged kid. We shattered into pieces, my mom sufficed herself by shedding tears but my hero kept everything in his heart. That worried me the most.
Finally after 10am doctors said that he is out of danger.
Life is not fair for everyone.
I felt like a white paper floating to and fro in air without any direction. There were 2 people in my life who felt like home to me.
Jahnavi Yarlagadda and Arpit Pandey
They were the reason for my smile, when someone hardly find one.
They were the only readers for me.
This day a year ago when I gone through a lot of pain in heart I created this blog with their support.
One of the best thing I’ve done so far. It was the day I officially called myself a writer which I always wanted. I started penning down everything I felt.
Optimistic Soul, is a queen actually. With a lot of self confidence and love. She heals the pain of many through her words. Standing financially independent was the first gift she gave me, secondly stepping out of my past.
I started writing about things which I scare to open up. The courage and personality she gave me is unimaginable.
Ofcourse yes, I fell down like a crawling kid but I tried to get up every time and now it is more than 13k hits which is a big “BIG” number for me.
I thank every single one of them from bottom of my heart because a small smile from a reader’s lips is for what a writer spends his day and night.
Above all these, this blog changed my life drastically by person.
It introduced me a lot of amazing human beings like
Bharath Upendra Anna❤️ I love him for absolutely no reason at all.
Sumeet😍, Hardip😅, Sameera❤️, Adi💚, Amartya💖, Nsdhanawat😛, Shantanu🥰, Poemzone😜, Sushma😍, Chiru💗, Alien poet🖤 Srijaan, Nameera💕, Ashish, Gikonyoleah💓, Anamika, Arushi💜, Sakshi🧡, Wittasarah, mermaids pen💘, Akshaya, Piyush😃, Dinesh🙂 and many more 💙💙💙💙💙
Thank you for existing!
And ofcourse Appa Amma Ram Jahnu Arpit Pricy Sujith Valar, I know some of you might not even know that I write but I thank you for taking my side no matter what the situation is. You all belong to me ..I LOVE YOU and I hope I’ll make you feel proud one day.
© Optimistic Soul
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Good day ahead ❤️