It’s been a year 😍

Oye Hoye!

Nah don’t scroll, you gotta read this story because it’s my blog anniversary today.

Khammon let’s party ! 🎊

So, here we go..

August 6/2018

Exam results are out and I’m out as expected. Holding a hopeless future, a few drops egressed from corner of my eyelid. They say “hungry stomach and an empty pocket teach us many things” but not in my case. A father’s trust and mother’s expectation kept me running gasping for breath amid the chaos.

They didn’t scold me or criticize me for being an utter failure since my childhood. Yes, I’m. I can’t deny. I never made them feel good by topping the boards which they always wanted. Neither made them feel proud in front of their Kin and kith.

An unmarried who is also an unemployee cannot live in my society for many days. So I am. The verbal harrassment and sarcastic approach worsened my life. Depression started hitting every layer of my skin.

I tried sleeping eyes wide open

August 7/2018

The day started for me in hospital, my lil brother attempted suicide who is a mentally challenged kid. We shattered into pieces, my mom sufficed herself by shedding tears but my hero kept everything in his heart. That worried me the most.

Finally after 10am doctors said that he is out of danger.

Life is not fair for everyone.

I felt like a white paper floating to and fro in air without any direction. There were 2 people in my life who felt like home to me.

Jahnavi Yarlagadda and Arpit Pandey

They were the reason for my smile, when someone hardly find one.

They were the only readers for me.

This day a year ago when I gone through a lot of pain in heart I created this blog with their support.

One of the best thing I’ve done so far. It was the day I officially called myself a writer which I always wanted. I started penning down everything I felt.

Optimistic Soul, is a queen actually. With a lot of self confidence and love. She heals the pain of many through her words. Standing financially independent was the first gift she gave me, secondly stepping out of my past.

I started writing about things which I scare to open up. The courage and personality she gave me is unimaginable.

Ofcourse yes, I fell down like a crawling kid but I tried to get up every time and now it is more than 13k hits which is a big “BIG” number for me.

I thank every single one of them from bottom of my heart because a small smile from a reader’s lips is for what a writer spends his day and night.

Above all these, this blog changed my life drastically by person.

It introduced me a lot of amazing human beings like

Bharath Upendra Anna❀️ I love him for absolutely no reason at all.

Sumeet😍, HardipπŸ˜…, Sameera❀️, AdiπŸ’š, AmartyaπŸ’–, NsdhanawatπŸ˜›, ShantanuπŸ₯°, Poemzone😜, Sushma😍, ChiruπŸ’—, Alien poetπŸ–€ Srijaan, NameeraπŸ’•, Ashish, GikonyoleahπŸ’“, Anamika, ArushiπŸ’œ, Sakshi🧑, Wittasarah, mermaids penπŸ’˜, Akshaya, PiyushπŸ˜ƒ, DineshπŸ™‚ and many more πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™

Thank you for existing!

And ofcourse Appa Amma Ram Jahnu Arpit Pricy Sujith Valar, I know some of you might not even know that I write but I thank you for taking my side no matter what the situation is. You all belong to me ..I LOVE YOU and I hope I’ll make you feel proud one day.

Β© Optimistic Soul

No comments regarding personal life will be entertained.

Good day ahead ❀️

Much love

Peace !

52 Comments Add yours

  1. Quite a heartfelt blog. May you achieve all the success!

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    1. Thank you so much πŸ’™
      I wish you the same
      Much love πŸ™‚

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  2. Congratulations on reaching 1 year blogging! God bless you and your family!

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    1. Thank you so much Ryan
      Much love to you and familyπŸ™‚

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  3. Congratulations dear … thanks for not reading my blogsπŸ˜•, i always did urs as u mentioned me 😎😊 GOTCHA 😝

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    1. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚oops but I’m sorry 😣 you write in hindi and I don’t know it either.
      I’ll try reading English posts from now
      Thank you for being there 🀩

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  4. Congratulations, Ms. Optimistic Soul Me..era πŸ˜ƒπŸ˜ƒπŸ˜ƒ

    Thank you for always encouraging & motivating me to keep writing ❀️❀️😊

    It’s a pleasure to be mentioned by you 😊

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    1. Aww itna tareefπŸ˜‚
      Much love bestuπŸ˜˜πŸ€— you’re always special to meπŸ–€

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  5. The V Pub says:

    Happy Anniversary!

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    1. Thank you so much πŸ’œ
      Much love πŸ™‚

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  6. Samyak Singh says:

    Couldn’t scroll down but yeah after diving in felt the need to just go through it all in one breath.. quite a journey to becoming a queen. Hope you get 7 lives of bloggingπŸ’™πŸ€“

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    1. Haha thank you so much πŸ™‚
      Much love

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    1. Hey thank you dear πŸ’™
      Good day ahead

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  7. Congratulations. πŸ’žThis world of blogging is really a solace for all hardships in life. You have too much sufferings in life. The writer in you will guide you to overcome much pain. Go ahead dear.🀩😍πŸ₯°πŸ’“

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    1. Thank you so much dear
      Much love πŸ™‚

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  8. trentpmcd says:

    Wow, this blog started from a very hard place. I hope you keep that optimistic soul and that things get better πŸ™‚ Happy blog-anniversary.

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    1. Thank you so much ❀️
      Much love πŸ™‚

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  9. Sakshi says:

    Happy first blogiversary my dear Sakshi…..your post was heartfelt and I am so glad that you stood tall during that tough phase. Keep writing it’s cathartic and Thank you for the mention darling loads of hugs and loveβ€οΈπŸ€—

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    1. Thank you so much for your support Sakshi 🧑
      Much love πŸ™‚

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      1. Sakshi says:

        My pleasure always

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  10. Sakshi says:

    Oye I wanted to write sakhi* not Sakshi*πŸ™ˆπŸ˜œ

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  11. Kranti says:

    Happy bloganiversary dear! πŸ’–

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    1. Thank you so much Kranti πŸ’“
      Much love πŸ™‚

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  12. Congrats dear! Bless God for giving you the idea to start this blog. He loves you very much and will continue to comfort you and take through every storm of this life. In the good and the bad He’s always there. Don’t give up. Don’t give in. You are loved. You are freed. You are blessed by the true King of kings and Lords of lords, Jesus Christ. ❀ blessings & grace. Byes.

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    1. Thank you so very much ❀️
      This message made my morning
      Love and blessings to you πŸ€—

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      1. Bless God, you’re most welcome! Much love & blessings to you in Christ Jesus ❀

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  13. Your writings are very interesting keep on writing
    Optimistic soul
    πŸ‘ŒβœŒοΈπŸ‘πŸ‘πŸ‘πŸ‘πŸ‘πŸ‘πŸ’πŸ’

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    1. Thank you so much Padma
      Much love πŸ™‚

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  14. Happy bloggverssary sweetie. 😘😘😘😘😘😘. You’re amazing

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    1. ILY Thank you for always being there ❀

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  15. Congratulations. I just came across your blog. Keep up the good work. 🌸❀️

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    1. Thank you so much dear
      Much love πŸ™‚

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  16. Happy Anniversary. The best way through pain is to share it. There is so much we can learn from each other. Thank you for being here ❀

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    1. Exactly!
      Much love to you ❀
      Thank you so much for existing πŸ™‚
      Good day ahead.

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    1. Hey Mathew thank you for stopping by πŸ’™πŸ™‚

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      1. welcome happy to see you again

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      2. Im so very happy to see you as well πŸ™‚
        Hope things are going good

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      3. yes… we are surviving from flood

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      4. Yeah I heard about that.
        It’s saddening
        How is the situation?

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  17. Kaaa😭😭
    Thank you so much!

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  18. Chiru says:

    That’s kind of reading a short book..
    happy anniversary Meera..
    I have been away from WordPress for past two months.. You are stronger than you think.. enjoy and experience the happy future..
    After seeing ur post I realise that just one month back it was my one year anniversary on blogging…

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