I’m Okay ..

My Mom’s love vibrated my phone even before the sun rays  winkling my face ..

Okay ! Okay ! Okay ! Stop averring it again and again that I’ve to houseclean ..I’ll do it anyways.. disconnected the call exasperatedly. Yes she always wanted an idyllic daughter but unfortunately I happened..

Left my bed lamentably and started stripping my shelf before she calls again..

A white shirt came to my hand while cleaning the cupboard ..

My heart skipped a beat..

It’s not mine.. !

Held it straight to my face .. the torn pages of my life suddenly flashed in front of my eyes.. I heard my heart beating fast abnormally..

Tears bedewed my cheeks and rolled down my chin..Hands squashing the shirt I cried aloud ..after a long time.. busted my heart out..

Why did you leave me alone ? Why did you give me the nightmare when I wished for a beautiful future? asked bussing the collar of the shirt.. yes I felt of kissing him..

I love pain.. but I never knew it would be this difficult .. I miss you .. cried hugging the shirt.. 

Yes … I miss you ..I miss you..tears sloughed vexedly.. Please come back.. I want you badly please I beg you.. I want my old days back.. 

I’m jaded of fudging that I’m okay..Please come back.. kneeled down hugging the shirt ..

It’s been 2 hours.. I defied either to move or to keep it down..

My ringtone busted the silence ..Hello maa.. I said..

Why is your voice low?” yes she has the superpower to empathize the happenings even without seeing !

Assaying to rub-out all the red-letter days with him, which ruptures my soul, ruins my nous oft, I end up everyday by ex-cogitating ways to forget him..

 

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69 Comments Add yours

  1. nightmare says:

    on a scale from 1 to 10……….this was an 11 🙂

    Liked by 5 people

    1. Haha Thank you bhai ❤ 🙂

      Liked by 1 person

      1. nightmare says:

        ❤ 🙂

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  2. Drop of Tears went down flowing in the memory of a mother. So purely written.

    Liked by 4 people

    1. Thank you so much for sharing it ❤ 🙂
      Love and blessings Piyush 🙂

      Liked by 2 people

  3. Nirant Gurav says:

    Dis is pure stuff & brilliantly penned mate ✔️ 💯

    Liked by 2 people

      1. Nirant Gurav says:

        Pleasure always dost 😉

        Liked by 1 person

  4. Kranti says:

    This is so emotional and touching!!

    Liked by 4 people

    1. Thank you so much 😄🙌

      Liked by 1 person

  5. AQUIB says:

    This was a roller coaster of the read, wonderfully profound. 👍👍

    Liked by 3 people

    1. Means a lot 💙 thank you so much dear 🎁🎈

      Liked by 1 person

      1. AQUIB says:

        It was my pleasure to read. Your words here is still lingering. You have great day 👍👍💙, best wishes.

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      2. That’s so sweet .. thank you dear .. you too have a happy day ahead 🎁🎈
        Love and blessings 🎊😊

        Liked by 1 person

      3. AQUIB says:

        Same to you, more power and blessings to you as well. Keep shining. 😊😊

        Liked by 1 person

  6. ShankySalty says:

    Feeling very emotional & my eye’s full with tears. Splendid lines written by magical hands or soul🙏😊

    Liked by 3 people

    1. Thank you so much dear 🎁🎈 every words of yours means a lot 💙 dost ..
      Love and blessings 🎊😊

      Liked by 1 person

  7. ~H@rdip~ says:

    Wow that’s heart touching 👌👍 beautifully expressed 👌😊

    Liked by 3 people

    1. Thank you so much dost 🙌

      Liked by 1 person

      1. ~H@rdip~ says:

        Welcome Meera😄 Have a wonderful day ahead 🤗

        Liked by 1 person

  8. Nameera says:

    This was a heartfelt read! Loved read.

    Liked by 3 people

    1. Thank you dear 🎁🎈
      Love and blessings 🎊😊

      Liked by 1 person

  9. Mothers will always be there 🙂

    Liked by 2 people

  10. Ravisingh says:

    Nice post!
    Happy navraatri!

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Thank you so much 😄🙌
      Happy happy navraatri to you too !
      Love and blessings 🎊😊

      Liked by 1 person

  11. Ravisingh says:

    My love to you too!

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  12. Chiru says:

    This is so emotional Meera.. Anyway mother will always be there to heal you.. Move on…

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    1. Haha 😅😅 that’s so sweet of you nanba 💙
      Fiction 😅😆🎁🎈
      Yes anyways mom will be there to heal every pain ..
      Thank you 🙌

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  13. OneLife says:

    Hats off to you Meera for encompassing such strong emotions in words and connecting every reader to the core. Wonderfully written and captivating.

    Liked by 2 people

    1. Means a lot 💙 thank you so much dear 😄🍫🍬🍭 love and blessings 🎊

      Liked by 1 person

  14. sriharshinee says:

    I loved it throughout! Beautifully penned ❤

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Thank you so much dear 🎁🎈
      Lots of love and blessings 🎊😊

      Like

  15. A poignant but a beautiful heartfelt read

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Thank you so much Shantanu Bro 🙂

      Liked by 1 person

  16. Megala says:

    Beautifully penned! Every mother is indeed an amazing woman.

    Liked by 3 people

    1. True that ❤ 🙂
      Thank you so much Megala 🙂

      Liked by 1 person

  17. nagstrong12 says:

    True!! amma❤❤❤

    Liked by 2 people

  18. What a read…well penned!

    Liked by 2 people

    1. Means a lot ❤ Thank you so much 🙂 dear

      Liked by 1 person

    1. Thank you sweetheart ❤😅

      Like

  19. The pain and longing is so well portrayed here. It’s always hard to let go of someone

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Yes .. I totally agree with you 😐
      Thank you for leaving your mark here sweet heart 🙂

      Liked by 1 person

    1. Thank you sweet heart ❤

      Like

    1. Thank you sweetheart ❤

      Like

  20. rashu2015 says:

    Moms sense everything🙂

    Liked by 1 person

  21. Alien Poet says:

    makes hard moments of the reader

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    1. Thank you for stopping by 🙂

      Liked by 1 person

      1. Alien Poet says:

        pleasure is all mine

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  22. Mama knows best that’s lesson one and never doubt yourself your the perfect daughter.
    Honestly, this is an amazing post I felt every word it’s not easy to describe a source of pain that drains you. This is perfectly written I love it as heartbreaking as it is I could see you moving on from this experience.

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    1. Haha Thank you so much sweet heart ❤ 🙂
      I ain't a perfect daughter ! yet .. I'm trying hard ..Love and blessings 🙂

      Like

    1. Thank you for stopping by 🙂

      Liked by 1 person

  23. I’m really glad to have stumbled upon your blog today. Its moving beautiful and all the more touching. You’ve gained yourself a new admirer, girl. Keep writing and spread the light to greater distances. More power to you.

    Liked by 1 person

    1. That’s so kind of you ❤ 🙂 Thank you.
      Love and blessings 🙂

      Liked by 1 person

  24. Really touching …… after reading it ,It decorated my eyes with some drops of tears ….. beautifulllllllll work
    Liked it. Sister

    Liked by 1 person

    1. I’m glad that you liked it ❤
      Thank you dear ❤ Lots of love 🙂

      Liked by 1 person

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